[Reyin]: hold on

[JWOlette]: do u hav the panda bear one!!!

[naughty_goth]: ok

[Reyin]: UMMM......

[katriana_borgova]: Man, you go away for a week and look at what happens. ^_^

[Reyin]: HAHA *runs overand huggles [katriana_borgova]* your back

[katriana_borgova]: Yah *Huggles back* I'm sick though. Might not want to hug me too much. I might cough on you.

[Reyin]: OH its ok I am the undead we don't caght colds.

[katriana_borgova]: I feel like my head is in a vice and ready to explode.

[Reyin]: I know if icould i would get you some soup.

[naughty_goth]: *steps in* um hello

[Reyin]: yeah your here too*starts to run over the [naughty_goth] to huggles and remembers he doesn't like hugs*

[naughty_goth]: i suppose its ok this once

[Reyin]: yeah *runs and huggles tightly* we missed you

[naughty_goth]: *hugs* lol

[katriana_borgova]: ^_^ aaaw. It's a kodak moment.

[Reyin]: yeah *leting go of naughty_goth*

[katriana_borgova]: ha! Too late! I have the blackmail pic! MWAH HA HA HA!

[naughty_goth]: oh well *begins sharpening a throwing dagger* try getting away with it *throws the dagger and pierces through the cam* not anymore

[katriana_borgova]: *pouts*...You ruined my camera. T_T

[naughty_goth]: *tosses her an exact same camera* there but now no pic lol

[katriana_borgova]: Yay. ^_^ *Does the camera dance and starts taking random pics of everybody. then stops to think* You're vampires correct? THAN WHY THE HELL DID YOU WRECK MY FIRST CAMERA!? YOU WON'T SHOW UP ON THE FILM!

[Scud_Dusty]: just for the purpose. besides, it's annoying. sorry, everyone, been gone for a while. hope i didn't miss much.

[katriana_borgova]: *Takes a picture and flashes scud right in the eyes* Mwah ha ha!

[naughty_goth]: i did it cause well for the fact that you attemped

[katriana_borgova]: I can't attempt it! It wouldn't work no matter what I used! the only thing that would work is someone drawing or painting you but you keep breaking things!

[Scud_Dusty]: AHH! grrrrr... hate the light!

[naughty_goth]: lol you tried to take the pic though therefore you attempted

[Scud_Dusty]: at least it's only your cameras we're breaking.

[naughty_goth]: hehe i break many things but my favorite isglass

[Scud_Dusty]: my fav is whatever can break *looks at katriana_borgova's camera*

[naughty_goth]: lol

[Scud_Dusty]: nothin to say katrina? kat got ur tongue? (lol)

[Scud_Dusty]: j/k! let's lighten up some! I feel the high tension!

[naughty_goth]: *shatters some glass*

[Scud_Dusty]: that's better.

[naughty_goth]: ah yes

[katriana_borgova]: Sorry, was away for the weekend. AND DON"T BREAK MY CAMERA!

[naughty_goth]: i wont i promise*grins*

[katriana_borgova]: *Pulls out Killer Bunny* You better watch out, he has a mean streak a mile wide!

[Scud_Dusty]: rabbit stew anyone? extra rabbies on the house

[naughty_goth]: nah rabbits are mere annoyances *begins sharpening his katana*

[Scud_Dusty]: we lose more and more delicacies this way.....

[naughty_goth]: hehe

[katriana_borgova]: Hey! Don't touch my bunny! (now why does that sound ever so wrong?)

[naughty_goth]: hehe *grins holding his katana*

[katriana_borgova]: Put the knife away! He is my only source of amusement! Have you ever seen him take the head of a Knight of the Round Table? It's Priceless I tell you. PRICELESS!

[naughty_goth]: *puts away the sword* ok

[katriana_borgova]: thank you. *Starts stroking the bunny (And once again with the wrongness)* ^_^

[naughty_goth]: lol (it would be worse if you said monkey)

[katriana_borgova]: I am a girl so monkeys have no relevance. Boys have monkeys, girls have beavers. that's the way it is.

[naughty_goth]: i know but it still would have been worse lol than bunny

[katriana_borgova]: Yah, i guess. It might of given the impression that I am a hermie.

[naughty_goth]: lol

[katriana_borgova]: scary though.

[naughty_goth]: ya

[Scud_Dusty]: can i pet your bunny? no i won't hurt it. *fingers crossed behind back*

[naughty_goth]: *stands in front of scud* nope i saw your fingers cross

[Scud_Dusty]: hi

[JWOlette]: hi peoples!!!

[naughty_goth]: hey

[katriana_borgova]: There will be no petting of my bunny! It'll bite off your fingers!

[naughty_goth]: hehe

[katriana_borgova]: And then I'll nibble on whatever's left. ^,..,^

[JWOlette]: bunny where looks around in circles and falls to floor from dizziness

[naughty_goth]: wierdness

[JWOlette]: thats me and im damn proud of it to

[naughty_goth]: lol awesome

[katriana_borgova]: Whatever dips you pickle. ^_^

[JWOlette]: ok

[katriana_borgova]: It's my phrase! Don't you like it?

[JWOlette]: its very interseting

[katriana_borgova]: Yah, my mom is trying to steal it... I won't let her! AHHH!

[JWOlette]: lol seriously she tried to steal it

[katriana_borgova]: yep.

[JWOlette]: thats kinda sad when ur mom trys to steal ur lines is she trying to be more "hip" or "kool" or sumthin

[naughty_goth]: lol

[JWOlette]: i seriously wanna know

[naughty_goth]: i see

[JWOlette]: o what did u get for bunny day

[naughty_goth]: drank

[JWOlette]: i gotz a chocolatte wrabbit

[naughty_goth]: lol i got a few of them but i drank most of the day today

[katriana_borgova]: I got a white chocolate rabbit. It's too big. It's gonna take me forever to eat that mamajama

[naughty_goth]: lol

[katriana_borgova]: I'll probably pawn pieces of it off to my friends. That's assuming they like white chocolate.

[naughty_goth]: i love white chocolate lol

[katriana_borgova]: It's a shame you don't live near me. We could have white chocolate fondue!

[naughty_goth]: sweet

[katriana_borgova]: mmm... fondue

[naughty_goth]: lol

[katriana_borgova]: Mm... Chocolatey dipped things. *drool*

[naughty_goth]: lol that can be taklen the wrong way

[katriana_borgova]: I know. Tee hee! ^_^

[naughty_goth]: lol

[katriana_borgova]: man, I am tired aren't I?

[naughty_goth]: im not sure

[katriana_borgova]: I think so. ^_^ hmmm... Damnit! I left the chocolate back in St.Albert! I'm 2 hours away! AHHHH!

[naughty_goth]: ah no evil chocolate is the greatest

[katriana_borgova]: O.o? Evil chocolate? Isn't it all evil? I think it is. Over the lips, past the gums, look out ass fat, here it comes!

[naughty_goth]: no i meant its evil that there is no chocolate

[katriana_borgova]: yah, that too. ^_^ Yay! I finally found another pic of me on my lame ass computer! Damn machine!

[naughty_goth]: lol put it up hehe

[katriana_borgova]: It's on my house and that is where it is going to stay. If you want to see it, go to my house. hmmmm... now why does that sound naughty? ^_^ Yah, I'm tired. It's official.

[naughty_goth]: lol ok thats what i meant anyway lol

[katriana_borgova]: You need to clarify. In the words of Dr.Evil "Need the info!"

[naughty_goth]: lol sounds good

[katriana_borgova]: Yah, try it sometime. Why? you might ask, I'll tell you why, because I NEED THE INFO!.

[naughty_goth]: lol ok what info do you need

[katriana_borgova]: I don't know, maybe something along the lines of just making sure what you say cannot be misinterpreted. You know... that'd be nice. ^_^

[naughty_goth]: well all you need to do is ask hehe

[katriana_borgova]: yah, I'd love to chat more but I have to go to sleep. G'night!

[naughty_goth]: sleep well

[katriana_borgova]: If it's sleepy time for you too, sleep well.

[naughty_goth]: nah its only just approaching the witching hour

[katriana_borgova]: here too. I am overtired from school. but it is the morning now and I am peppy!

[naughty_goth]: lol cool

[katriana_borgova]: No, not really but hey, cest la vie.

[naughty_goth]: ??

[katriana_borgova]: That's life? I'm not trying to quote b-witched thank you very much. ick.

[JWOlette]: so how is life treatin all u

[Scud_Dusty]: c'est la vie, c'est la mort, c'est l'amour. i dumped my g/friend );

[naughty_goth]: interesting

[JWOlette]: ehh i dumped my b/f for cheatin on me so i kinda kno the feelin

[naughty_goth]: i wonder what causes people to cheat on others

[JWOlette]: hmm i dont kno but i wanna find out

[naughty_goth]: samehere cause it is an odd trait

[JWOlette]: yes it is ill hav to ask my ex what made him do it

[Scud_Dusty]: there's not just one reason why people cheat on each other

[JWOlette]: i know but i want to know his reason

[Scud_Dusty]: he was probably just being stupid

[naughty_goth]: i wish to know what drives them to cheat not nessicarily the reasons but what drives them

[JWOlette]: yeah same here

[Scud_Dusty]: there's the question with a million answers.....

[JWOlette]: dont i know it

[katriana_borgova]: Curiousity? Promiscuity? (Don't tell me I spelled that wrong, I know I did) Ummm... Stupidity?

[JWOlette]: all of the above

[naughty_goth]: lol thanks for a few of the reasons

[katriana_borgova]: yah, out of the possible reasons. I wouldm respect my ex a little more and even still be friends with him if he would have told me face to face. He got the girl he was cheatin on me with to call me and tell me he didn't want to see me anymore. People cheat mostly because they are cowards to break up with you. They would rather avoid the reaction from a break-up and cause a worse one when they are caught. Yup, I guess I was right with the whole stupidity angle. ^_^

[JWOlette]: yep you were so right

[katriana_borgova]: Can't explain why. The only thing you can do is deal with it.

[JWOlette]: yeah i know deal with it and hope and pray to the gods it never happens again

[katriana_borgova]: Yah, or hope you see the signs a little earlier so you can dump them on their sorry ass!

[JWOlette]: hmm that too

[katriana_borgova]: It's more fun that way. ^_^

[JWOlette]: that it is

[Scud_Dusty]: ya, c'est l'amour, c'est la mort, c'est la vie, n'est pas?

[JWOlette]: huh?? english plz and thankie you

[katriana_borgova]: Yah, umm... I can't speak any French. I have to learn it soon too. ick.

[JWOlette]: i think it says something about love and maybe death but im not sure

[katriana_borgova]: I think he's saying that's love, that's death, that's life and I can't make out the rest.

[Scud_Dusty]: Oui, "that's love, that's death, that's life, right?"

[katriana_borgova]: I guess so. It's kind of a bitch. ^_^

[JWOlette]: hey i got half of it but i dont speak french very well

[Scud_Dusty]: well, ya speak it well enough.

[JWOlette]: i guess so i speak spanish better

[katriana_borgova]: I have to learn it eventually. I have to if I want to work in Europol.

[JWOlette]: kool sounds like fun? even though i have no idea wat Europol is.

[Scud_Dusty]: you wanna work @ Europol? good luck.

[naughty_goth]: whats up

[Scud_Dusty]: hey, long time no see.

[naughty_goth]: lol not like too many noticed

[JWOlette]: ahhh welcome back i havent seen you in a while

[naughty_goth]: hey ya ive been gone cause of an "accident"

[Scud_Dusty]: I noticed, but do tell about this "accident"

[naughty_goth]: well it involved a sharp object and my forearms

[katriana_borgova]: Ouch! I am guessing you didn't brace yourself while falling to the ground that happened to be covered in broken glass?

[JWOlette]: oooo what did u do fall out of a window?

[naughty_goth]: no not either of those

[JWOlette]: then what did you do ?? i give up on trying to geuss its getting rather boring

[naughty_goth]: lol sure you wish to know??

[JWOlette]: *jumps up and down* tell me tell me tell me plz plz plz plz i wanna know

[naughty_goth]: i took a hunting knife and started to slash at both arms from wrist to elbow

[JWOlette]: hmm why would you do that to yourslf all though i cant say much because i cut myself also

[naughty_goth]: i wanted to add a few scars to the listen and i was hoping i wouldnt make it but no they had to rush me to the hospital and fix me up

[JWOlette]: is your life that bad that you would choose to kill yourself over something petty

[naughty_goth]: depends on which part of my life you look at

[JWOlette]: well tell me what brought this whole suicide thing on i lost 3 of my best friends to it and ive attemptted it many times but i could never bring myself to do it my best friend lost his life saving mine and i just couldnt let his death be in vain but i geuss i wanna know ur reason

[naughty_goth]: ive attempted a few times and i have lost friends to it also but its just amny reasons piling up isall i have an all around shitty life everyday things goe wrong and i hurt more and more people so ya i figured i could fix the problem

[JWOlette]: but by killing yourself your gonna put them through more pain then your causing and just cuz something doesnt go your way doesnt mean you have to die for them thats no reason to want that and by dying your not fixing the problem your making it worse just think of what all your friends are gonna go through and your family if you do it

[naughty_goth]: friends?? lol i have very few who actually know me most of the people i talk to are on here and barely any noticed that i was gone

[JWOlette]: but you still have a few if i could choose ju st one thing in life to cherish it would be my friends and its better to have a small group of close friends then a lot of friends that dont know you but im here if the problems get so bad and you just have to talk to some one anyone i will listen and even though i dont know you very well i will do my best to try and help you in any way i can cuz i know what your going through and there are people that care

[naughty_goth]: sounds a lot like my doctor lol other than for some reason i believe your sincere

[JWOlette]: i am i just dont want anyone else to go through what i did the last time i cut i carved die into my leg and had 136 stitches to get it back to normal ive been raped 3 times and my best friend was shot i a drive by shooting protecting me he died laying in my arms and i don twant anyone to make the same mistake

[naughty_goth]: i didnt count my stitches but there was a lot there were also some staples to make sure it held and it still hurts i shouldnt really be typing but i do anyway

[JWOlette]: i ask you one thing was the pain worth the attempt

[naughty_goth]: oh i love pain it feels great

[JWOlette]: hmm so do i and thats why i do it i just wanted to know someone elses reason and do u know how to create a wiki page???

[naughty_goth]: ya why??

[JWOlette]: cuz i was thinking about creating one and i needed to find someone that knew how but umm im gettin off now cuz i dont feel well but if you need anything message me and ill get back to ya when i can probly in the morning

[naughty_goth]: ok

[katriana_borgova]: Wow. I just read what you wrote and man, I don't pity you because I'm sure that is the last thing you want from anyone at this point. I have never personally tried to kill myself ever. I've contemplated it a couple times myself. I just thought about my friends and what it would do to them. I thought that if I killed myself and got it over with, I wouldn't have to put other people and myself through more pain. I thought I wouldn't hurt them if I left but when I started talking to them (The ones who wouldn't try to rush me to the suicide ward) all they did was just comfort me. I don't know if that would work for you but I found more help with my friends than my family.

[JWOlette]: see i never had much of a family my stepdad was a drunk and mom worked 2 kobs and didnt have time for me growing up so my friends were always the closest thing to a real family i had mine was never around

[naughty_goth]: with my family im an outcast and with my friends(the few still around) they woul;d flip out and try to get me commited so all i have are people on elftown to talk to sometimes it sucks and sometimes it helps just depends on who there is to talk to

[Scud_Dusty]: you guys at least had those, I never had a good father figure in my life, my mom can't even start to comprehend me, my older sister is in chicago, my disowned younger sister is mentally ill and a spoiled brat. and untill high school i had almost no friends. I had to raise myself.

[JWOlette]: i know i was lucky to have such great friends and we get closer all the time i owe my life to them without them i would have been raped a bunch more or shot they took care of me they were my family when mine wasnt there and still isnt and i really dont know what i would have done without them

[katriana_borgova]: There are a lot of things in our lives that aren't right, and sometimes it never will be. There is always the possibility that a situation will never change. If we are fortunate we can find comfort with others and within ourselves, we just can't expect things to magically change for the best as if nothing had happened. There is no fairy godmother or magic lamp to grant your heart's desire. Only we can choose our fate. We can only hope we make the right choice.... God! I went Poetic! Holy Crap! If you guys catch me doing that again, just let me know and I'll stop. Whoo.

[JWOlette]: i was one of the lucky i hav a group of boys that i hang with that would do anything for me and i would do the same for them i am sitting here talking to you all when i should be dead but my best friend saved my life in a driveby shooting and he lost his life in turn he died in my arms smilling up at me ill never ever forget what he lost to save me and if i had the chance to save him before he died i would have gave my life fo rit just so he could help raise his son now 2 years old and he would have seen his baby brother born

[naughty_goth]: wow i feel like an ass for bitching when everybody else has gone through worse

[JWOlette]: ur not an ass u just didnt know